Thursday, January 20, 2005

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I can’t express these feelings I feel, it’s beyond my ability.
Its complexity, make even me a man of many words speechless,
It’s ridiculous, how I loose sleep trying to work these feelings out,
My heart it seems is trapped in a never ending bout…

It is definitely not love; it’s more than the word itself,
It’s out of this world, but I am not sure if it’s a gift from above,
It could be another shot of pain mixed with bitter emotions,
I can not handle the mental tension, slowly I get despondent.

this love , its beyond expressions and emotions.

5 Comments:

Blogger CoalitionX said...

Falling in love is like water flowing from the river towards the estuary and out to the sea. The transformation and blending is a smooth one. It comes so naturally and the permeation of love is unperceivable. You can't tell when and you certainly can't pinpoint a time in your life where you can say yes, 'at hour so and so' I felt love, I've embraced it'. What you can apprehend and perceive is the feeling before and after you fall in love analogous to knowing the difference of the water before the estuary is river water and after the estuary is sea water. Blending of the waters in the estuary illustrates the parity of the period of falling in love, you can't tell when but you know there's a change. Recognising love?? It's hard to see how anyone can miss the signs of love. Does the question insinuate the ignorant nature, whether blamelessly inadvertent or not, when love is in front and yet he or she does not recognise it or refuse to embrace it? If such is the case, then perhaps it's not love at all....as love in the context of a relationship, as the single most potent or rather indispensable(obviously) 'ingredient' necessary for any relationship to work at all is something which has to be present in the heart of both parties. The question should be one of, 'if you found love, would you deny it? Would you embrace it whole-heartedly or would you just turn your back on it?
Trying to distinguish love from all other similar or even analogous, seemingly similar objects or character or feelings or desire or contemplations which perhaps bear the resemblance of love or maybe even 'tainted' with love however little,....is like walking a fine line between good and evil. Hard to tell but you will know it when you finally lose love, when the relationship dies; when you start to disintegrate emotionally and mentally and decay in the abyss of despair and loneliness...you will know. But if true love means anything, it is most obvious and discernable when it means that 2 persons in love with each other, looking at the same direction, the same hope and the same understanding.....it is the 'direction' of the 'look' which is important, the 'point' or 'focal-point' is irrelevant. If this is achieved then there will be mutual understanding, compromise and accommodation...it represents the entwining of 2 different lives and souls.
Some people (generally more rampant among the 'upper class' or the opulent ones'), not being bias or prejudicial, have the perspective of love of that 'nice to see, but not nice to eat'(a Chinese idiom if I’m not mistaken) or 'love, romance is useless because it can't be a substitute for a meal'(meaning it can't keep you alive!!! money can!!!). True to a certain extent, I advocate the principle that love can never ever be a substitute for a meal, instead love is the desert that completes the meal! Without which, you won't go hungry but your meal just ain't complete. Love love love.....to my friend Rizal, you'll be alright, be strong, we're worth more than that!!

2:25 AM  
Blogger Rizal said...

eheh alright i need to get some things straight . i wrote all these pieces but it doesnt meant that i am in the situation itself .

thanks for the post alvin, but then, im not heartbroken or anything mate . eheh dont get me wrong alright.

take care and make sure you give us a ring when u reach manchester later.

afters.

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